Dear You

              I know you're scared, mortified even, on what lies ahead of you. My first reaction is to get frustrated at you, because you're wasting so much time but in a way, I can't blame you either. You've reach a place with no roads or signs leaving you without any idea on what to do or where to go next. I'm forgiving you for this time that you wasted on moping and feeling sad and useless because it's NEVER going to get you anywhere.

               I understand why but it doesn't mean I give you permission to be like this. Please snap out of this anytime soon and stop wasting time. You do this over and over, every freakin year and you get nowhere and then the cycle of being frustrated happens again. Stop feeling powerless and start taking control of what you want to achieve. You can do this, I know you very well. It will be difficult as hell but I have complete trust in you that you'd be able to see this through.

                Be thankful for what you have rather than focus on the things that you want to have. We can do this. I have complete faith in you. Please also have faith in yourself. It is never too late. Start being worthy of all the things you deserve. Now. I'll be here.

                Best of luck. I'll always be here.

Love,
Me